Wednesday, April 11, 2007
): school is freaking boring everyday.
god god god
had a failure om rehearsal that we showed mr lau,
it seems we're doomed.
we're gonna be off budget somehow and we have so many props we haven't made yet.
And noone in the team gives a shit about it.
so in the end, i'm the one doing every freaking thing.
I'm so pissed, I don't want to think about it.
School sucks thats all i know.
Skipped lunch because of om :(
I'm never gonna do it again, my gastric pains are hell.
after lunch had english, sat beside elaine hoping for some fun
but ms lee made her sit in front.
I don't know whether i should go for that Dxo or DOX thingy.
have to think about it...
And then there's m
I don't want to invite m i decided...
I don't want to ever meet m in fact, m is just some stupid mistake.
Life is screwed, I've got no mood for homework and i'm exhausted from everyday activities.
Not to forget, that i skipped tennis today.
I thought collette was gonna wait for me, and when english ended,
i smsed her and she says she's already at keppel
I'm like wtf.
Then it was raining freaking heavily.
And so, everyone told me not to go.
So.. I DIDN'T.
I bet the coach hates me or either that he doesn't care at all.
He wasn't interested with me last week anyway.
so went home and took the train.
encountered some weirdo guys who were eavesdropping me and jen's conversation.
OR maybe because i was speaking to loudly.
they kept whispering among themselves and kind of giggling among themselves.
Do guys giggle?
Well, it sounded something like giggling.
Well, they were weirdos.
Came home, had lots and lots of whipped cream.
Thats the only thing i can indulge into nowadays, oh and ruffles.
It seems i've been snacking every few minutes yet i've never actually put on much weight.
): school is freaking boring everyday.
god god god
had a failure om rehearsal that we showed mr lau,
it seems we're doomed.
we're gonna be off budget somehow and we have so many props we haven't made yet.
And noone in the team gives a shit about it.
so in the end, i'm the one doing every freaking thing.
I'm so pissed, I don't want to think about it.
School sucks thats all i know.
Skipped lunch because of om :(
I'm never gonna do it again, my gastric pains are hell.
after lunch had english, sat beside elaine hoping for some fun
but ms lee made her sit in front.
I don't know whether i should go for that Dxo or DOX thingy.
have to think about it...
And then there's m
I don't want to invite m i decided...
I don't want to ever meet m in fact, m is just some stupid mistake.
Life is screwed, I've got no mood for homework and i'm exhausted from everyday activities.
Not to forget, that i skipped tennis today.
I thought collette was gonna wait for me, and when english ended,
i smsed her and she says she's already at keppel
I'm like wtf.
Then it was raining freaking heavily.
And so, everyone told me not to go.
So.. I DIDN'T.
I bet the coach hates me or either that he doesn't care at all.
He wasn't interested with me last week anyway.
so went home and took the train.
encountered some weirdo guys who were eavesdropping me and jen's conversation.
OR maybe because i was speaking to loudly.
they kept whispering among themselves and kind of giggling among themselves.
Do guys giggle?
Well, it sounded something like giggling.
Well, they were weirdos.
Came home, had lots and lots of whipped cream.
Thats the only thing i can indulge into nowadays, oh and ruffles.
It seems i've been snacking every few minutes yet i've never actually put on much weight.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
My mum was happy with the presents.
It seemed she enjoyed herself on good friday.
I watched Stephen King's IT today,
thought the story was quite nice but the clown turned out to be a gigantic spider..
dad went to work today, so it was just me and mum.
maths is killing me.
My mum was happy with the presents.
It seemed she enjoyed herself on good friday.
What a shame. Having her birthday fall 0n good friday.
Like it seems awkward to celebrate when we're supposed to be remembering the death of jesus christ.
haha, anyway i spent the today doing maths.
haha, anyway i spent the today doing maths.
I'm serious, i did it from 1030-1230 and from 4-8!
And guess what? I've still failed to completed miscellaneous four.
Damn math.
I watched Stephen King's IT today,
thought the story was quite nice but the clown turned out to be a gigantic spider..
like thats really stupid and the movie lasted for like 3 hours.
dad went to work today, so it was just me and mum.
today is holy saturday..
tomorrows' easter!
Cant wait. Easter is fun.
maths is killing me.
isn't this cute? My mum bought it for easter. Chocolate easter eggs(:
Chelsea took this picture when I was laughing. I look stupid,
Friday, April 06, 2007
/Happy Birthday Mum!! <3
Oh well, it didn't rain at 3pm.
But the skies looked gloomy.
And I've been doing om all day on my own.
I still need someone who can i can borrow bling and gangsta t-shirts from.
I don't know who's brother has them,
And i need to buy black ties later..
I didn't fast today, i feel bad.
:( but i avoided meat the whole day.
/Happy Birthday Mum!! <3
Oh well, it didn't rain at 3pm.
But the skies looked gloomy.
And I've been doing om all day on my own.
I still need someone who can i can borrow bling and gangsta t-shirts from.
I don't know who's brother has them,
And i need to buy black ties later..
I didn't fast today, i feel bad.
:( but i avoided meat the whole day.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
school started with english.
We had to search on dream holiday destinations and my group was doing on the Bahamas.
it took dammit long for the pages to load.
The school computers are so cocked up:l
After two periods of english, had PE
i thought we were doing our 2.4 today but no, we did pull ups and sit ups instead.
I don't know why but i always suck at it.
Not much arm power:)
But who cares.
i managed to get 11 and my sit ups i got 36.
After that ms quek made us run 9 rounds for practice.
And,I'm proud of myself.
I ran 5 full track rounds without stopping to walk.
I hope for the real 2.4 km, i manage to withstand 5 rounds.
And maybe rest during the 6 or 7 rounds.
It seems i finally do understand what is going on during math class.
So that means i've actually done my homework and read through the a math text.
After school, grabbed a fish wrap from long john and headed to raffles place.
did some present shopping.
I love the accesorize shop,
the stuff they sell are so pretty haha.
after walking in and out several shops, I decided to get a black puma handbag for my mom.
Its hot!
I hope my mom likes it..
Dropped by causeway point on the way home, to get more presents.
and I chose this pair of heels for my mom.
It seems like something she would like so i purchased it.
Tomorrow is good friday.
Its gonna be a solemn day for catholics.
I'm supposed to fast but my parents say i shouldn't cause i get gastric damn easily.
I feel bad, but i have a weak stomach haha.
May fast for 6 hours and not eat meat the whole day and probably attend mass.
And tomorrow at around 3 pm, it will rain.
It always does, thats the time when jesus christ dies on the cross a long time ago.
I feel so sad, thinking about the torture jesus went through): just to save us from sin.
school started with english.
We had to search on dream holiday destinations and my group was doing on the Bahamas.
it took dammit long for the pages to load.
The school computers are so cocked up:l
After two periods of english, had PE
i thought we were doing our 2.4 today but no, we did pull ups and sit ups instead.
I don't know why but i always suck at it.
Not much arm power:)
But who cares.
i managed to get 11 and my sit ups i got 36.
After that ms quek made us run 9 rounds for practice.
And,I'm proud of myself.
I ran 5 full track rounds without stopping to walk.
I hope for the real 2.4 km, i manage to withstand 5 rounds.
And maybe rest during the 6 or 7 rounds.
It seems i finally do understand what is going on during math class.
So that means i've actually done my homework and read through the a math text.
After school, grabbed a fish wrap from long john and headed to raffles place.
did some present shopping.
I love the accesorize shop,
the stuff they sell are so pretty haha.
after walking in and out several shops, I decided to get a black puma handbag for my mom.
Its hot!
I hope my mom likes it..
Dropped by causeway point on the way home, to get more presents.
and I chose this pair of heels for my mom.
It seems like something she would like so i purchased it.
Tomorrow is good friday.
Its gonna be a solemn day for catholics.
I'm supposed to fast but my parents say i shouldn't cause i get gastric damn easily.
I feel bad, but i have a weak stomach haha.
May fast for 6 hours and not eat meat the whole day and probably attend mass.
And tomorrow at around 3 pm, it will rain.
It always does, thats the time when jesus christ dies on the cross a long time ago.
I feel so sad, thinking about the torture jesus went through): just to save us from sin.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
I swear i'm never gonna attend the RV primary leadership training ever again!!
It was a living nightmare.
I was looking forward to it,
seeing i could skip classes and be a student facilitator for the kids.
like it sounds fun right?
It was a complete nightmare!!!!
The school building seemed pleasant.
But no, looks can be deceiving..
Maybe i was just unlucky getting the group with the naughtiest boys.
I'm so grateful that my parents made me go to a girls school since primary one.
I totally understand why.
There was 2 P6 boys who were really really MONSTERS.
They kicked this girls face, kick her leg, say all kinds of sick things to her.
I felt damn sorry for her.
They said things like," You sex maniac! Go and have sex with guys for money..you can't resist the urge to lick.."
I was so freaking disgusted when i was hearing their conversation,
and i'm so much older than them.
I can go on all night just describing every detail of what they said and did.
I said,"theres a lot of ink" referring to the new markers that was handed out.
and the stupid boys said,"its called markers!!! not ink..."
then they said something like," you need to learn to be a leader.. you like lousy."
oh and the best part was when i took out my phone to message.
i mean mr lau did allow messaging but not excessively.
Jolyn tapped me and whispered, : Did you hear what they said?
Me: No.. WHY
Jolyn: They said,"SHOW OFF!"
me? show off my handphone? like wth.
they are so rude, crude, horny and violent.
Oh and they act smart
They kept answering back to me and jolyn.
Small farts.
And their school teachers didn't even bother correcting their behaviour.
Instead, they were taking pictures of the naughty boys and laughing along with them..
TSKTSK.
I hope tomorrow turns out to be a better day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSEA!! Loves.
I swear i'm never gonna attend the RV primary leadership training ever again!!
It was a living nightmare.
I was looking forward to it,
seeing i could skip classes and be a student facilitator for the kids.
like it sounds fun right?
It was a complete nightmare!!!!
The school building seemed pleasant.
But no, looks can be deceiving..
Maybe i was just unlucky getting the group with the naughtiest boys.
I'm so grateful that my parents made me go to a girls school since primary one.
I totally understand why.
There was 2 P6 boys who were really really MONSTERS.
They kicked this girls face, kick her leg, say all kinds of sick things to her.
I felt damn sorry for her.
They said things like," You sex maniac! Go and have sex with guys for money..you can't resist the urge to lick.."
I was so freaking disgusted when i was hearing their conversation,
and i'm so much older than them.
I can go on all night just describing every detail of what they said and did.
I said,"theres a lot of ink" referring to the new markers that was handed out.
and the stupid boys said,"its called markers!!! not ink..."
then they said something like," you need to learn to be a leader.. you like lousy."
oh and the best part was when i took out my phone to message.
i mean mr lau did allow messaging but not excessively.
Jolyn tapped me and whispered, : Did you hear what they said?
Me: No.. WHY
Jolyn: They said,"SHOW OFF!"
me? show off my handphone? like wth.
they are so rude, crude, horny and violent.
Oh and they act smart
They kept answering back to me and jolyn.
Small farts.
And their school teachers didn't even bother correcting their behaviour.
Instead, they were taking pictures of the naughty boys and laughing along with them..
TSKTSK.
I hope tomorrow turns out to be a better day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSEA!! Loves.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Rah, i got in the tennis team!
Wonder whether the coach will be even happy that i'm in the cca.
Seems mr lau persuaded him to let us join.
Haha THANKS MR JAYCE LAU!
(:
And hopefully, tennis will be an okay cca.
I hope it won't turn out to be nasty.
Well, i'm hoping for the best.
Anyway, i had a bad mood during lit class.
Ms koh separated me,elaine and suganya up cause,
apparently she thinks we are talking too much in class.
But actually, all i did was smile to elaine and we got separated because of that?!
Goodness, she needs to take a chill pill.
:(
the rest of the day was ___
I'll be going RV primary tomorrow for some leadership thing.
I'll be buying sweets for the kids.
how sweet of me?
Rah, i got in the tennis team!
Wonder whether the coach will be even happy that i'm in the cca.
Seems mr lau persuaded him to let us join.
Haha THANKS MR JAYCE LAU!
(:
And hopefully, tennis will be an okay cca.
I hope it won't turn out to be nasty.
Well, i'm hoping for the best.
Anyway, i had a bad mood during lit class.
Ms koh separated me,elaine and suganya up cause,
apparently she thinks we are talking too much in class.
But actually, all i did was smile to elaine and we got separated because of that?!
Goodness, she needs to take a chill pill.
:(
the rest of the day was ___
I'll be going RV primary tomorrow for some leadership thing.
I'll be buying sweets for the kids.
how sweet of me?
Monday, April 02, 2007
omg, i'm dissapointed.
tennis coach says he can't take me and liseah in.
like what the hell.
he says he only takes in the exceptionally good ones.
i mean what does he expect?
A badminton player to play like maria sharapova?!
I've been a badminton person since like forever.
so it takes time for me to be an exceptionally good tennis player.
And, its not my fault the school wants to close down badminton.
Damn it.
Oh and i'm hooked to the song dear angel.
Whenever i listen to it, i switch to emo mood.
like its super saddening.
i think i shall listen to that song now since my mood matches the song.
Dear angel of mine, yeah,Where to start to express how I feel,Well loves gone blind, and all that I feel is what I hear,You rip and tear, through my heart so weak and pure,And I find myself wanting to die...Chorus:I bleed for the second time tonight,Holding the love thats in my mind,If only my love could be with you,If only this pain, this pain, died too.So break you away, away, away from me, from me(x2)As I sit here alone, ohJust thinking 'bout everything that you said,Since I'm alone, well maybe after all I was better off dead,Cause without you my life's gone down, what do I do?When I find myself wanting to die...Chorus(x2)I'll break you away, this freak I became, my enemy,This freak I became, my enemy, from my angelto my enemy, and I don't know.Chorus(x2)I'll break you away(all thats in my mind)So break you away(and all thats in my life)So break you away, away, away from me,So break you away, away, away from me,And I don't know...
omg, i'm dissapointed.
tennis coach says he can't take me and liseah in.
like what the hell.
he says he only takes in the exceptionally good ones.
i mean what does he expect?
A badminton player to play like maria sharapova?!
I've been a badminton person since like forever.
so it takes time for me to be an exceptionally good tennis player.
And, its not my fault the school wants to close down badminton.
Damn it.
Oh and i'm hooked to the song dear angel.
Whenever i listen to it, i switch to emo mood.
like its super saddening.
i think i shall listen to that song now since my mood matches the song.
Dear angel of mine, yeah,Where to start to express how I feel,Well loves gone blind, and all that I feel is what I hear,You rip and tear, through my heart so weak and pure,And I find myself wanting to die...Chorus:I bleed for the second time tonight,Holding the love thats in my mind,If only my love could be with you,If only this pain, this pain, died too.So break you away, away, away from me, from me(x2)As I sit here alone, ohJust thinking 'bout everything that you said,Since I'm alone, well maybe after all I was better off dead,Cause without you my life's gone down, what do I do?When I find myself wanting to die...Chorus(x2)I'll break you away, this freak I became, my enemy,This freak I became, my enemy, from my angelto my enemy, and I don't know.Chorus(x2)I'll break you away(all thats in my mind)So break you away(and all thats in my life)So break you away, away, away from me,So break you away, away, away from me,And I don't know...